and then i got high

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 07:03:07 GMT

i was flipping channels and passed south park and the only two words were "ass, dude!"

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 21:44:21 GMT

ah yes.
getting high really does make everything better, doesn't it? :)

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 08:06:28 GMT

I tried to write a sentence about how I'm thankful to have my weed and it became way too long-winded and rambly.

I will tell you all in much simpler terms that I care for my weed very much.

Uhhh...I forgot why I was updating before. :D

Mon, 22 Aug 2005 00:42:52 GMT

god, i'm so thankful for my weed.
i just don't know how to relax at ALL anymore. :(

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 04:02:32 GMT

plz just say something to me.

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 04:41:34 GMT

okay hurrah now it's the time of night to get fucked up and do boring stupid stuff until i pass out in a few hours (mean when it's almost light out. grr.)
except now i have AMBIEN (mmm) so maybe i'll get to have fun AND sleep.

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 04:36:46 GMT

mmmm i am soooo stoned. :D

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 02:50:47 GMT

i love my friends who share their pills.

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 03:13:25 GMT

i moved my tv back into my room.

not for the reasons you'd suspect.

it's my fucking last ditch effort at getting to sleep before daylight.
i can't keep having nights like this, it's emotionally and physically distressing and it shows.

dammit.

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 18:41:37 GMT

FUCK EVERYONE IN THIS GODDAMN HOUSE.
PLEASE, STOMP AROUND SOME MORE AND YELL WHILE I AM SLEEPING, IT MAKES ME REALLY HAPPY AND IT DOESN'T MAKE ME WANT TO BASH YOUR HEAD IN WITH A SHOVEL AT ALL.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 07:11:21 GMT

wtf was i going to do?

god i feel so sick.
i haven't been getting any sleep because every position is painful.
i can't sleep more than an hour at a time.

the pain pills are great and nice and everything, but there's still quite a bit of pain. plus i'm really nauseaus.

i just want things to be normal. :(
i'd been working super hard and doing super good and this is the reward i get.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 04:29:15 GMT

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 19:17:27 GMT

i still haven't played the guitar since yesterday morning.
if it doesn't work i will freak the fuck out.
seriously.

ow.
why i am in pain

i cannot fucking believe the driver of the van GOT OUT AND RAN AWAY ON HIS FEET.

i came out of the car apologizing to everyone.
even though i wasn't at fault.
i was so scared.

i'm still scared.

pills weed pills weed pills weed.
really.
:(

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 06:47:37 GMT

hey, my name's maia & i'm in float-loopy-land.

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 16:51:08 GMT

WHYYYYYYY!

WHY DO I SUCK ASS AT WRITTEN COMMUNICATION.

wtf happened to my motivation.

maybe i'll write letters today.
at the library.
that's a good idea.

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 04:30:36 GMT

cait i miss you so much.

i'm really stoned.

look, i'm in a tree.

bad cat mom

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 03:35:28 GMT

I MISSED IT!
and dooey's birthday was the second and i forgot until the END OF THE DAY.

AND i thought something on BreAnna's eljay was a cat and it was a DOG. the ULTIMATE sin.

i want to sink into the floor....

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 06:50:57 GMT

sup?
been getting out of the house most every day.
haven't had anything really more than pot usually, but it's cool. nice to have a break. :D

i've kind of been neglecting this journal.

but it's cool, it's cool.

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 00:49:50 GMT

oh, and uh, we're doing the last quarter of cleaning today. actually not. just pictures.

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 00:48:37 GMT

rofl it's exactly like folding a pizza box!

Wed, 25 May 2005 01:12:27 GMT

i really want to get opium for my birthday.

Tue, 24 May 2005 08:20:23 GMT

i think i just heard a little kid scream outside.
i don't think it was part of my music.
i'm scared to check.
i kind of want to wake up my dad, but i took (kind of) a lot of drugs, and i bet it's obvious.

ahhh.

Tue, 24 May 2005 00:10:28 GMT

i need a party.
or at least party drugs.

Fri, 20 May 2005 20:11:29 GMT

woke up approximately 1:10am.

am home with a coffee and a bowl.
near me i have ativan, and fenetol or something - something they help opiate addicts with.
O.o

just waiting for the right now.

Fri, 20 May 2005 05:22:12 GMT

ti,me to work the musi,c hardcore.